Well, actually im not that down. But having her to say that she wont be playing anymore really make me sad. Moody. Wonder what can we talk about next as im really nooob in this situation. Having a heart that wanna have her as a GF maybe is abit to far for me? Or it actually turn from possible to impossible?
Well, what i mean by impossible is because she was actually planning to go Taiwan for further study. Separated so far a part might be already counted as impossible to me. Is it? Somehow i think is already time for me to end up my feeling and have another as my target? But can i do so? Asking myself deep inside. Seeking for a truth that i cant really search in my heart. Why human just have this emotion that i dun really want to have it. Sadly.. Am a failure.
Was also thinking of quitting the game since she’s not playing anymore. But as a Management level in the game, i can hardly had myself to leave the game. So what is my next move? Possible of concentrating in my final Assignment now but what after that? 
Just notice.. I eventually lose weight!!! From 92 > 89!! RAWR!!!!
Bro, no pain no gain, dont think too much and move on.
Lol~