Most of the time i have been thinking, why friends around me just prefer to speak in Chinese, Cantonese or even BM where i rarely encounter English. Is it that hard to pronounce in English or speak even broken style of English? I might be weird but to me i felt comfortable talking in English.
I’m Chinese educated, having a very traditional thought and rarely socialise since i’m young. Something very similar with my Dad, hardly get in to groups. Most of my friend say i’m being to serious, cool where i think i’m not but just that i can’t respond due to the lack of communication or socialising. 1 hell of my weakest point as a 22 years old Teenager’s. Why am i like this? Haha~ Let’s think…. Back to topic, still why English are not on wide use? Even though my mother tongue are 1st on Chinese but i eventually changed to English ever since i got in to Secondary school. Something which rarely happen being a Chinese educated student.
Maybe i’m just weird. Playing to much of games, online games and yet interacting with English all the time. Something they called Otoku but i never think i’m one of it. But thankfully my Parents do ask us, their children to speak in English. I think out of 100% only 10% of those Chinese in the whole Malaysia will ask their children to speak in English? Only apply to those that were send for Chinese educations parents of course. If the parents were started as an English educated i think their mother tongue were fixed English since they were born. Well, maybe.
But meh, my elder brother eventually found it weird speaking english with my parents where i never felt so. Sadly my sister and younger brother don’t like to speak as well. Teehee.
Up until now, i do think that is was pain in the ass for me to get a GF as most of the friends around me with gf smsed in Chinese. @.@ Where it eventually hit my weakest point. I’m totally noob in chinese even i studied in Chinese Primary school. Sorry Sam!! xD
Is hard to cope with chinese for me. 
Some of my friend even say im OCBC aka Orang Cina Bukan Cina. LOL!! 1 hell of a epic phrase.
Let’s talk about hobbys. Me. Games, Kits and Collecting Figurines. Rarely play Lan Games cause i found it darn boring playing long term. And i still call myself a gamer xD!! Not a fan of Fashion as well but for now i do abit concern of my look as i have been messing around with people younger then me. I don’t want to look to obvious that i’m old xD. Teehee… Well, can’t really blame me nor my parents as well cause ever since young i rarely shopping. Not to mention my parents don’t buy expensive clothes. They really do consider about our look representing ourselves to others but they still prefer cheap. Nevertheless, i don’t like choosing Clothes. Never had the patient for Fashions. Being oldish in fashion is not a very bad idea as well. Save money.
But sadly i got addicted to Figurine yet had a hobby of collecting Model kits since young. *Sorry Mum xD* I know myself am not a rich kid, but still maybe is a trend. If you are not rich, most of your interest will be those expensive stuffs. But when you are rich enough to have everything, you eventually found it boring doing so. I do appreciate all those figure’s and kit’s that i bought but only apply on Originals. Had no idea why but was collecting pirated kit’s but never had took good care of it. 
That is why sometimes i really do think… why i think so much xD
